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//Wednesday, May 27, 2009 7:35 PM
Across
When all about you is black with gloom,And all you feel is pending doom.When your bones are racked with grim despair -When every breath is a gasp for air.Keep on going, though you need to grope,For around the bend is a ray of hope. A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,As your will to live has been bereft.You've lost it all, it's just no use!You can end it all, you need no excuse.But throw away that piece of rope,And give yourself a chance of hope. Just give yourself another day,Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.This is your life and you can make a new start,By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.Taking baby steps in order to cope,And minute by minute you'll build on your hope. Build on your hope,. one day at a time,Though the road be steep and hard to climb.The hurts of the past - they should be dead.The fears of the future are all in your head.Just live in the present and refuse to mope Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope. A gentle touch on my beats. Labels: hope
//Thursday, May 21, 2009 8:40 AM
Absent from BLOG
Ok, I'm gonna start off with, MUM is turning INDONESIAN! Well, she is Javanese so, partly she is Indonesian. BUT, like really, she knows EVERYTHING that is going on in Indonesia. All because of the indon channels (SCTV, RCTI...) Everytime I watch TV with her, she'll go,
And more ok. And guess what, I'm stuck with this two Indon songs. Do listen to them in the playlist. HAHAHH! Thanks MAMA! Anyways..... Yeah, I know I've been away for a long time. heheh. Been F-ing busy organizing Welcome Tea for the newbies. Had to be officer-in-charge with Fatin as my asisstant. Like hell we had to plan sooooo much! Now, I can say, STRESS from Welcome Tea is officially OVER! YES!! It was held yesterday, and can I say it was a success! Things were rough at first but got back to the program flow soon after. Almost all feedbacks said they had fun. THANK GOD! I don't have the pics. Should be posted on HOTEL FUZE IG's very own blog! Just launched yesterday during welcome tea. hahah. http://www.fuze-ig.blogspot.com/ ~Still under construction though.. heheh. Ok, 5th May 2009. 2am or 3am? somwhere in between. Sabo-ed baby! It was his 24th Birthday! Yes, sooo old. hahah. But u have no idea how childish he can be, like OMG. Sometimes I feel like a mother. Anyways... I kinda spoilt the sabo-ing because I totally forgot he can't smell raw egg. And, yeah, I sort of crack an egg on his head? Heheh. But thankfully he was fine fast. Try to notice some flour+baby powder on him. Thank you Abg Iman, Kak Fath, Fasihah and Mama for helping in the sabo. After bathing. Hahah. Then, +thinking' I cnt rmb which date'+ OH! 3rd May lah. Hahah. Ok, it's been such a long time I went out with Mr Fiance alone together. It felt soooo god damn good. And, romantic. Hahah. I did spoil some moments because I still don't know how to be romantic! LOL Anyhoos... We went to Bugis's Swensons. Had our dinner. And went to Marina Bay. Bought brownies and mineral water along the way. Chatted, laughed, brownies, chatted. Then, he pulled my face to face his. And he kissed my forehead. OMG!! I didn't tell him but I felt sooooo loved. So I just smiled. I still wonder how SOME people who are planning to break this love we have. Let me say a phrase I used to hear alot, TRY HARDER! Hahah. Right Makcik Bedah? At the bridge. I.L.Y.T.T.E And now, MAMA's day! Went out to watch Bohsia. U guys should watch it. I still find it shocking to find out that there are such things in M'sia! Bohsia=Abit of lower standards than prostitutes. So, try to get what I mean. After that, thank you to baby, Aba actually tagged along with us for dinner. ABA?? Out with MAMA and ME+BABY some more! What more could I ask for??? I thought Mum won't even talk to him but the feeling of seeing them laughing and joking around. How much I miss that, no one can know. Yeah, I know I say things I don't mean when I'm angry. But what the heck! Anyways, we had dinner at Bombay Cafe. Heard about it on Tv. Then when we reached there (AFTER BOOKING), we found out it's a VEGETARIAN restaurant. People who knows me well, yes, HAHAH to me. To those who don't, I DON'T EAT VEGIES! LOL! Lucky got mushroom appetizers and THOSAI! hahah! The appetizers were splendid. Mushroom + cheese. The sound of it made me doubtful of the 'delightful' taste the manager described it to be. But after trying them, it was, DAMN NICE! Then cake cutting! Bought from Swensons. Hahah. Couldn't finish them so, we gave the staffs of Bombay Cafe. Then off to Marina Barrage! We had sooooo much fun! Me and Aba were singing and singing. Mr Fiance and myself danced! Mama and Aba HOLD HANDS! +SCREAMS!!+ Look at the pic below! If u can see properly, some clouds forming a heart shape. Moon being the center. (Can see clearly during that day itself) (Mr Fiance being in BETWEEN MAMA AND ABA!) Such a barrier. Hahah. He was asking for songs from Aba. LOL Pictures uploaded in multiply. http://rufie06.multiply.com/ Labels: finally, happiness, once more
//Friday, May 08, 2009 9:26 PM
The simple details in life
The Baby Boy Fatin with the little one
There had been so many hindrance, challenges, tolerance and so much suffering my dear Fatin had to go through. Sometimes we make mistakes but after or even while going through the 'punishments' we miss out on the simplest, littlest happiness God squeezed in for us. There it is. Have more patience. :)
To some of those who have been bringing trying to bring her down. You didn't.
And money IS a big issue. Especially if it's a few THOUSANDS. If you think it's just a small thing, there is definitely something wrong. You may blame it on that particular SOMEONE who has been ruining a dear SOMEONE's name.
Shagged. All of us. |
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