Inner Engineering

//Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:47 PM

Hellooooo....

Just moved from LiveJournal. Haha.

Hello World! :D

Anyhoos, yeah. Obviously I decided to move to blogspot.

Credits to Nina for doing most of the work for the layout of this blog.

Hehe.

Oh well, blogging in Gleneagles Hospital. Mum got admitted for gall's stone in bladder.

She's asleep by my side right now. I'm hoping she won't get awaken by the pain so much.

Won't be sleeping and so thankful lappy is here. Can play games and take care of mum! Hehe...

I guess the Big Guy Upstairs is really putting my patience to a higher level test.

So many things has been happening. Depressing. Happy then disappointing.

Hahas. But I can still smile for now though. With awesome people by my side.

My mum, my prince charming, Makcik Kampung Deli, my buddies and Allah.

Thank you so much for being there for me even when I may, at times, don't deserve to have you all in my complicated, yet simple life.

But as for someone who has made me really pissed today, I still love you no matter what.

Even when you treat me like shit, like as if I don't deserve a role in this life, I will never ever confront you.

Because everyone in the world deserves respect and most importantly, the love and concern they need.

I am sorry for being kinda mean by rolling my eyes at you and such. But that's the extreme I will only do.

Nobody is perfect and neither are you.

Believe it or not this statement is true.

I am who I am your approval is not needed.

I love me, I guess I'm conceited.

I would never change, especially for a person like you,

if I had a chance to change live with someone

it most definitely won't be you.

Like it or not I live my life the way I can

I'm going to try the best I can to prove you wrong

Even if it may take very long

All I have to do is take your blows, your insults, whatever you dish out and

be strong...

ICE ICE MAMA! Hahah!

Us lahh... Heheh.. :D

Which reminds me,

Deras hati ku berdetar Di langit aku terlihat kamu Terang malam teman kita Dengan angin meniup sayu..oh.. Ku petir gitar akustik ini Dengan harapan dia mendengar Melodi indah yang ku cipta Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya Dan aku terus menyanyikan lagu ini untukmu Walau berjuta mendengar Lagu ini hanyalah untuk mu Arah hidup kita Tergapai bintang di angkasa Berkelip melukis cinta Terciptalah lagu kita.. Melodi indah yang ku cipta Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya? Dan aku terus menyanyikan lagu ini untukmu Walau berjuta mendengar Lagu ini hanyalah untuk mu Arah hidup kita Tergapai bintang di angkasa Berkelip melukis cinta Terciptalah lagu kita.. Terciptalah lagu..kita..

Haha. :D