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//Friday, January 30, 2009 7:58 PM
Amusement
Before NURUL SYUHADAH says that the blog needs some updates, RUFIE already wanted to update. Hahah. I want to say that tuhan maha adil. God is always fair. With all the challenges He's brought upon me, He squeezed in some laughter, happiness and a stronger bond. My baby was admitted to Tan Tock Seng last Thursday for suspect of appendix which was what the A&E doctor was soooooo positive about. The doc in the ward suspected either appendix, cancer or kidney failure. Few words - STRESS, FEAR, DEPRESSION! The next morning, baby didn't have any pain. So doc thought confirm not appendix and then said it's just INFLAMMATION. But before all that..... Baby was allowed to go downstairs to eat. Mum, bro and myself finished eating in like half an hour but baby took only like 3mins? Hahah. And I took the chance to scold him. "Your inflammation is caused by this lah. Makan lah cepat2(Eat fast). Nanti makin sakit(Gets more painful)." Then baby just kept quiet and say "Ok,Ok.. I'll TRY to start eating slowly..." Hahah. What I said is true anyways. So people who eats fast, please take your time to eat slowly or you're gonna end up in the hospital. Anyhoos, after eating, we went for DESSERT at Delifrance. I didn't eat much lah. Need to diet! Hahah! Especially engagement day is coming!! :D LOL!! Shared cheesecake + a scoop of ice cream on the side with baby. Mum and bro had two slices of cake. Bro enjoy lah. AFTER THE EATING WAS ALL DONE, went to this performance upfront. It was the fire guy. Hahah. I don't know his name. But his movie has come out called 'My Magic'. I'm getting it. Heard it's a good movie. Anyways, during the performance, fire guy was asking for a volunteer. I was like hoping he'd choose baby when he was looking towards our direction. AND HE DID! HE CHOSE BABY! haha. Baby thought he didn't have any choice and just went ahead. hahahhhahah! Fire guy held two dark blue cloth and a yellow one. He tied the blue ones together and put it into baby's pocket. Then he took the yellow one into a bag and gave baby a fan. Baby was instructed to fan the bag and say out "TTSH" which stands for the hospital's name.
  Then baby got scolded because he broke the fan like a lot of times and fire guy blamed baby for all his failures of trying to disappear the yellow cloth. Same thing happened with the wand. THEN! Fire guy asked if baby has ever seen banana magic. Baby replied, "NO". Then he asked do you know what's the colour of a banana. "Yeah" Do you know the colour of MY banana? "Errr. Should be yellow?" Hahhahah!! So cute and so happy to see baby smiling and laughing. Mum was laughing her tears out behind me. Hahahs. Bro mised the action because he had to visit the toilet for loads of chocolate chunks. HAHHHAHH!!
Just look at his smile. Makes me smile all the time. +B!! Cute outfit+ Hahha!+ And I'm sorry I left your poster back at the ward :( But at least I have pictures! :D Hehehh... Again, I'd like to say thank you for all the supports and advices given by the buddies. God knows how much I love, appreciate and thankful of you guys.
//Sunday, January 25, 2009 9:28 AM
Smile ALWAYS
What happens when u're down and needs to get ur mind off sorrow? This.       Someone has learnt a very important lesson about seriousshit hardship. To smile, till u're dead. (idiotic smile. haha. so fake.) But, thanks to two people. 1st: Thank you so much for listening out. I appreciate it. I really do. Just 'thank you' won't repay your doings for me. U shall be blessed wherever you go. Never will I forget you, Syu. 2nd: U're always there for me. Thank u for understanding. I love you so much. Stay by my side forever and always. Take my hand and never let go. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. (and that's what you do...) It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations. Labels: smiles, toleration
//Friday, January 23, 2009 9:59 PM
Challenges
God hasn't given me a break from challenges of life. I guess it's to make me stronger :D
Won't say much because I won't hold on to the past or I won't be happy. I LOVE MY LIFE. I LOVE GOING THROUGH HARDSHIPS WITH A SMILE NOW. I ACCEPT THESE CHALLENGES. AND I KNOW YOU'VE THROWN ME ALL THESE BECAUSE YOU KNOW I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO PULL THROUGH :D YES I AM. Anyways, with all hardships coming in, it feels great to get hugs. Thanks for the hugs from everyone. Advices from friends. Just, EVERYTHING. I appreciate all human beings and animals in my life. Hahha! Ok, crapping out. Dedications. According to Yandao.com list. Wei Jie: I don't know you that well. But it was funny hearing ur laughter during one presentation u made. Because we've never heard u laugh before so don't take it to heart. :D Xin Juan: U're very quiet. But u really do a great job in doing research and such. Nice working with you. :D Dun tire yourself too much. Jurthika: U have been a really nice friend. Crappy and fun. Never seen you holding on to a negative situation. Stay this way. Don't change. Why not? Haha. Good luck with DCRSM. See you in the same school! Kamal: It was a bit tough being freinds with u in the first place because it was hard speaking to u. LOL. But it was nice knowing u. Be happy and try to put on some weight can? Hahas. Julie: I find it's nice to talk with you about past relationships. Fun. Tough working with you. But when it comes to talking about outside class's or rather personal stuffs with u, I'm A-Okay. Alex: I find you weird. Very tough to talk with you but you can be really funny at times. Haha. Nice to see you in formal (WITHOUT JACKET) on last day of school. Nate: OMG. I so can't forget the first day of school about you. +copied from LJ post+ Nate-Do you think that by learning all this will benefit us? Me-Errr... Yes? (DUH!)hahah! Nate-How do you fell about it?(whole class burst into laughters already) Me-Well.... (all the bull shit come out) Nate-That's how I feel too. NATE!! It was SCIENCE! LOL. For you, don't change. All the best in everything you do. Stay crappy. LOL Yoyo: It's just so nice to get hugs from you. Helps alot even though they're just hugs. Yoda!! Afiq: I don't know where to start. U've been like a big brother to me. Ur care and concern for everyone is amazing. I don't see many guys like you. I can just confide with you about almost anything. And I still can't believe your sis and me were schoolmates. Haha. Keep in touch. And please, try to forget "Bangkil" :D Nat: I still don't know much about you and then suddenly I found out u had a bf for 2.5 years++ alr?? Haha. Silent killer. It was nice working with you. Eunice: Thanks for the concerns on me. I appreciate that alot. Keep on reading Edward Cullens! Haha. Be happy always. Irah: U've guided me so much. U show the brighter path everytime when I feel I can't move out of darkness. Irah stay crappy and funny. Tapi jgn marah2 facis sgt. Hahha. "CooOOl kape??" LOL!! Jgn lupa kan saya ya kerna saya tidak akan lupa kn awak! My big sister :D +hugs2!+ Fiqa: I've never said this but u've helped me alot in reflecting on life. Whatever that happens, u are strong Fiqa. U've always been. We know how our big sisters can be and you know what I mean when I complain. Haha. Makcik Giler2.. haha.. Never fail to make people laugh. Dun let the down-side of life bring you down okie? We're always here for u. Syu: NURUL SYUHADAH. The first crappy friend I found on the first night of the first day of school. No hot guys in our class = No motivation. Hahah! Rmb?? What can I say? You've been such a great friend. I mean it. Always there no matter what. Do I need to give more explanations? Makcik Bedah! Stay this way Syu, but grow up a bit lah! hahahs! :D +kidding+ Zhi Wei: Haha. Errr? When we were in the same team, even when u dun come to sch, it doesnt make any difference! ahhah!! Don't play games anymore lah! Hahah! Sandra: U are a really cool girl. Don't knwo why someone said u're "fierce girl". LOL. We were in the same team at first and no negative impression of u. Till now. Stay cool always! :) Shruti: U say I'm always smiling randomly to everyone. U know what, I get scared when it comes to smiling at you. Haha. Sometimes u just give stares! But u're a really good fren! Thanks for listening out to me when I was afraid to speak to anyone.. Pretty Shruti! :D Phyo: I remember getting scoldings from you on the first day of school. Haha. Gonna miss u alot. Hope happiness revovles around u wherever u are... HuiFang: The most irritating person I've ever met. Haha! But fun though. It was fun listening to your craps. Hahha. Good luck with everything u do! Stella: "Who is Tan Si Hui?" Haha! Our secret yeah? Crappiness. Yuki: YUKI!! Always made me feel like a baby. Hahah. Feels nice! :D Gonna miss u big sis. Haha. And u actually called me baby on the last day of school.. Haha.. SJ: Even though I don't know u that well and don't talk to u that much, u still made an impact on crocs. Haha. Good luck with everything! Derek: I still remember Nate saying, "I like bastard guys" to you when u were sitting beside me. Haha. Always crapping out. Cheena angmoh. Zineng: I'm so sorry for asking who the hell are u after 13 weeks of being classmates. Haha. U're a nice friend. Try to wear more formal clothes. Haha. U look good in them. Okay, all i want to say that the 16 weeks being with u guys was a pleasure. It was fun and full of laughter. Will miss all of you especially the buddies. Meet up soon. Old and good friends share a piece of passion, pain, and pleasure that no one else, no family can begin to know or treasure. It's as if a secret room held their private store, and every time they met, they could go through some special door. It doesn't matter if they see each other every day, or years and years go by before they come and go away. The moment that they meet it all is there-the memories of fierce loyalty and times of need and gratitude and love. Baby, I'm missing you... Work hard for our future k? Hehe. Make us rich! LOL! So not me... I'm happy just as long I'm with the people I love. Munchkin has been changing. I love it! Be a more petient person like me k? It don't matter if people hurt us but we shall never hurt them in any way. I Love You. For everything u've done. Thank u so much. Now I confirm who I want my lifetime partner to be. YOU. DUH! Haha. 4TEEN FEBRUARY!!! Big Day! :D I know there's gonna be a lot more challenges, dugaan coming our way. We'll get through it together. Just be there for me and I'll be there for you. We'll have friends and family too. We'll make it. Labels: challenges, engagement, family, friends, love, poems
//Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:47 PM
Hellooooo....
Just moved from LiveJournal. Haha.
Hello World! :D Anyhoos, yeah. Obviously I decided to move to blogspot. Credits to Nina for doing most of the work for the layout of this blog. Hehe. Oh well, blogging in Gleneagles Hospital. Mum got admitted for gall's stone in bladder. She's asleep by my side right now. I'm hoping she won't get awaken by the pain so much. Won't be sleeping and so thankful lappy is here. Can play games and take care of mum! Hehe... I guess the Big Guy Upstairs is really putting my patience to a higher level test. So many things has been happening. Depressing. Happy then disappointing. Hahas. But I can still smile for now though. With awesome people by my side. My mum, my prince charming, Makcik Kampung Deli, my buddies and Allah. Thank you so much for being there for me even when I may, at times, don't deserve to have you all in my complicated, yet simple life. But as for someone who has made me really pissed today, I still love you no matter what. Even when you treat me like shit, like as if I don't deserve a role in this life, I will never ever confront you. Because everyone in the world deserves respect and most importantly, the love and concern they need. I am sorry for being kinda mean by rolling my eyes at you and such. But that's the extreme I will only do. Nobody is perfect and neither are you. Believe it or not this statement is true. I am who I am your approval is not needed. I love me, I guess I'm conceited. I would never change, especially for a person like you, if I had a chance to change live with someone it most definitely won't be you. Like it or not I live my life the way I can I'm going to try the best I can to prove you wrong Even if it may take very long All I have to do is take your blows, your insults, whatever you dish out and be strong...
Us lahh... Heheh.. :D Which reminds me, Deras hati ku berdetar Di langit aku terlihat kamu Terang malam teman kita Dengan angin meniup sayu..oh.. Ku petir gitar akustik ini Dengan harapan dia mendengar Melodi indah yang ku cipta Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya Dan aku terus menyanyikan lagu ini untukmu Walau berjuta mendengar Lagu ini hanyalah untuk mu Arah hidup kita Tergapai bintang di angkasa Berkelip melukis cinta Terciptalah lagu kita.. Melodi indah yang ku cipta Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya? Dan aku terus menyanyikan lagu ini untukmu Walau berjuta mendengar Lagu ini hanyalah untuk mu Arah hidup kita Tergapai bintang di angkasa Berkelip melukis cinta Terciptalah lagu kita.. Terciptalah lagu..kita.. Haha. :D |
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